wow has it been a long time since i have written on here. Its crazy.... I am now in california, moved here.... so far... its alright. Robby got stationed out here and mom lives out here so i thought i would come out. Me and robby are trying to figure things out and its kinda frustrating... we have looked at apts.. but no luck yet... he is getting a car tomorrow 3000 GT for 6500 only 20,000 miles on it so i guess thats a good deal.. he really needs a car so he can do what he needs to do... I dont know though.... my sister is making me mad... i'm almost 20 and she is still treating me like i am 13.. It makes me so mad. I havent seen her in 3 years and this weekend im going to get robby and come back up here and i was going to be staying with my mom and my sister rolled her eyes and goes well im not staying with you if they are.. what the hell is that shit all about? It makes me so mad that she still treats me like she used to when i was younger... she cant treat me like iam older or anything... whatever thats her problem not mine.. but then again she has always had a problem with me for whatever reason.... anyways... i dont know what i will be doing in the next couple months... I realy miss ryan.... my best friend its hard not seing her all the time sicne i lived with her for 6 months and saw her every day.... i dont know though.. well just thougth i would write to kinda update... write more later when i get a chance.